The Infinity and the Self

I have crossed the veil and kept a piece of it with me. Witnessing [...I don't have a word for it...]. Magic the Gathering called it the Blind Eternities. The place between worlds. Space between space. I did not reach it consciously on either this side or the other. And on this side I never saw it.

It was cosmic in nature. A starfield overlaid on a blue-green sheen [like oil on water], ever changing. Like a lava lamp with glitter.

I take this to be evidence that plurality and the multiverse are intertwined and inseparable. Only those who know can cross it. And it can't be crossed [willfully]. I was dragged through via dreamstate. It took all of my energy. Even now as I'm writing this I feel impossibly heavy. Yet my knowledge is unwavering.

I wrote once in the third person of crossing the veil. I now have firsthand experience. I'll be transposing this to The Infinity and the Self when I return to my computer, but I needed to externalize it before it faded.

And now it's gone... More to come. --6/19/26

The goal of this page is to be a chronicle of all the things that make me "me". The idea is courtesy of @lulilulilive on Twitch and their chat, who collectively coined the term "mind sanctuary". I indend for this page to be a sort of manifestation of a stream of consciousness, [unedited, knowing full well I'm editing this after the fact. I'll learn. I'll put the edits in brackets like this.] Raw emotions and vibes. That's it. I guess it's just a journal with a fancy name, but whatever. --6/16/2026